I was Here.

Maybe it’s from my Catholic upbringing,

but I’ve put a high importance on sex or any sort of physical affection in general.  I watch my friends make out with random men at parties and hear stories of what they did the morning after at breakfast but I really have so little to tell.  I don’t know if it’s because of my Catholic upbringing or just that I’ve never been approached by a guy who I’ve found decent enough to mess around with.  Also, I’m not about to go at it with a stranger, for all I know he could have an STD or a relationship and I’d never know.  

As I’ve gotten older I’ve strayed away from that Innocent, Fairytale-Like Relationship.

helloashleyy:

When I was younger, I had this idea of the perfect boyfriend and perfect relationship based on what I saw in movies/tv shows and books I’ve read.  When I started dating, I had those ideas in mind and felt disappointed and ended up scared after each relationship.  As I reached my upper class men years of high school, I began to stop believing in those ideas, crumpling them up in my hand and throwing them away because those ideas are unrealistic. While it still can happen, it’s rare to have those type of relationships now a days mainly because of the fact that people take more importance in sexual experience rather than intimate experience.  This is why right now I stay single.  I don’t want to rush into things and get hurt, I’ve learned my lesson.  I want to make damn sure that the next boyfriend I have gives me a good reason to date him.

As I’ve gotten older I’ve strayed away from that Innocent, Fairytale-Like Relationship.

When I was younger, I had this idea of the perfect boyfriend and perfect relationship based on what I saw in movies/tv shows and books I’ve read.  When I started dating, I had those ideas in mind and felt disappointed and ended up scared after each relationship.  As I reached my upper class men years of high school, I began to stop believing in those ideas, crumpling them up in my hand and throwing them away because those ideas are unrealistic. While it still can happen, it’s rare to have those type of relationships now a days mainly because of the fact that people take more importance in sexual experience rather than intimate experience.  This is why right now I stay single.  I don’t want to rush into things and get hurt, I’ve learned my lesson.  I want to make damn sure that the next boyfriend I have gives me a good reason to date him.

I don’t get when girls actin’ thirsty.

Like openly just trying to get sexual with a dude.  Like do you get how that makes you look?  Especially when he ain’t interested in that with you.

I want to fuck you till you can’t walk.

phil2thejay:

And then do it again.

I will allow this, yes.

If I had a boyfriend, I wouldn’t get pissed at my boyfriend for watching porn.

I really see no harm in that.  Might even get some good ideas ;]

Lacking high amounts of sex.

Fuck.