"I am a girl that can never be defined."
And I truly believe in that. People look at me and can make a lot of assumptions depending on the situation. People can see me as a ratchet, an otaku, a business student, a book nerd, etc. And that’s all me. I do believe I’m multifaceted and cannot be defined into one stereotype. And I have to hold true to myself and not bend to other’s whims all the time.
"Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word."
"Look, once you get what you want that’s when you’ve got something to lose."
"The truth is, I do believe in happy endings, not perfect endings, but there has to be some happiness out there, I just got to…let it in. And I don’t want to regret losing the love of my life…I’m just afraid. Of what? I don’t know. But guess what, I don’t care anymore! I don’t care. I used to be afraid of bees right? I hated playing outside and one day I was like “I don’t care if I get stung.” And I got stung and it hurt so much but so what, right? It’s so beautiful out there and I wouldn’t trade playing outside for anything."
"The darkness followed closely no matter where I went. A hole suddenly opened up and I’ve thought many times about how much easier it would be to return there. But I can’t go back there…I have to be happy. ‘if you do not go fight for your own happiness, then you won’t be able to make others happy’ I completely understand those words now."
"For someone who’s a timid weakling you’re quick to hurt yourself, always thinking about others."