February 2011
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I'm making a horrible attempt at speaking tagalog
Tita: hi,ashley musta na
Me: hi ok lang ! ikaw ?
Tita: jan na ba ang daddy mo
Me: hindi po, sa trabaho
Tita: ikamusta mo na lang ako sa kanila ha; luv y
Me: ok ‘ta! love you too! :]
I can’t even complete a full sentence anymore. I used to be able to somewhat type out Tagalog but yea my grammar & vocab went out the window after not talking online for a year or so....
January 2011
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face reality
stop dreaming up scenarios in your head. it gets you nowhere. get it through your head already. damn…
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Looking back now...
I don’t see that as happiness anymore, happiness comes from within not from a significant other. Maybe they can make you happier but they should never be your only source for happiness.
dannyhiga:
Sometimes I wish I could be a slut instead of getting my heartbroken over and over again, but that’s just not who I am.
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working at the pizza place has definitely been a...
I’ve been working for more than 2 months and it’s definitely changed me. Me & my co-workers were talking when we were getting ready to leave & Mano says something about working here & I said well working at Regina’s is definitely not for the weak hearted. and their like yea it’s so fucking true, you need a decent feeling of self worth to work here. i’m...
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“sometimes
i am a storm
to be weathered.
i need you to see me,
the chaos i...”
– Purpose for the Pain
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“i need you to understand
that when i am silent
it is not always because i...”
– Purpose for the Pain
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“i am volatile
i am at war with myself and often times
the closest to me
are...”
– Purpose for the Pain
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talking to your girl til she sleeps
while talking to me like it’s nothing.
calling me boo as a joke, and talking all bored to me.
HAHAHAHA where have I seen this before? kbye!
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MANGAS
so for a while manga sites where down for copyright stuff but now their back! YAYAYA bookmarked a bunch that I’ve been meaning to read & a bunch i saw that were in the same genre. I am sooo giddy right now :D
i swear it’s cuz i’m on my period LOL
SMUT SMUT SMUTTT oh my gosh LOL i’m so crazy hyper cuz of this right now.
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“what would it take for those words to penetrate? must i be beaten until i feel...”
– Purpose for the Pain
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I gotta keep moving with a clear head and a...
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The impossible has happened
You’re gone even when you promised, and I’ve accepted it & moved on. Anything is possible now. I’m getting better. :]
“When they held you in hand, you splintered,
throwing every shoulder out of...”
– Ezekiel 29:7
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Just watched Hancock
omg why did i just cry?
Damn being on my period! >:[
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“and like scars I’m healing
the pain remains
it is my story that I wear...”
– Purpose for the Pain - Renee Yohe
“Failure is not falling down, it’s staying down.”
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the sun came down pretty late today
i napped from 3:15 to 4:45 and looked outside & the sun was starting to set.
i remember when i was a freshman & would try to be artsy & take pictures of the sunset LOL i was in the artsy phase taking pictures left and right and uploading it to deviantart
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“This isn’t what I want, but I’ll take the high road. Maybe it’s because I look...”
– Criminal Minds (via hotlovexo)
YESSSSS
(via vintagevandalizm)
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Maybe it is ok. [super long vent/analysis]
The development of the self is dependent on learning to take the role of the other. In turn, role taking requires that we imagine how our behavior will be defined from the standpoint of others. And this process consists of three distinctive phases. From a period of imitation without meaning for infants, through the play-acting world of children, and finally to the phase of the generalized other,...
ALOHA!: I'm not worried about relationships, →
neetsyrk-:
It’s not my main priority to focus on “making our relationship work.” Whether it be friends, family, or a significant other. We should just let that settle naturally, if they want to be in our life, they will. The more you go out of your way for a person, the more you expect in return. With every expectation is a set up for disappointment because you’re not getting what you want in...
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“Cause I am not a word, I am not a line
I am not a girl that can ever be defined...”
– Fly - Nicki Minaj<3
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haven't had this scenerio play in my head in a...
a guy has his arm wrapped around my waist & i’m lying in bed with him. he’s so close & i can almost feel his hand on me.
too much imagination, too much
i need sleep
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snow day again
ugh. i’m sick of these i just want to move on with life & take my last midterm.
i hate snoww! melt now ! >:[
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make you a youtube video?
hahahaha you want me to dedicate one to you. hahahahahahah wtf do you want me to say?! you say free style it.
hahahah i might as well blow up on you for everything that happened. your sofunny to believe everythings cool. i said i might make it. maybe if i’m not “sleepy” after i eat. u said “ok :) promise” bahahahahha wtf i ain’t promising you SHIT good night.
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“No one ever said life was fair, only eventful”
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“All speech is labored; there is nothing man can say.
The eye is not satisfied...”
– Ecclesiastes 1:8-11
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i've never understood why it is we cry when we...
why don’t we laugh or smile or dance or something. why do we produce these tears.
i guess if i think about it i mean we cried when we were little when we needed something.
so does that mean we cry because we are in need of relief?
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And she whispered
God, teach me to be selfless again
lynettemofukka:
It’s so irritating seeing someone depend on their significant other for happiness. I mean, I’m glad that you found joy in being with someone, but you have to have your own backbone. Don’t be so dependent on someone else for happiness because when they leave.. ugh, you’ll just be a mess.
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“We don’t always have to learn the hard way, today we can learn from...”
– Purpose for the Pain
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“*What am I powerless over?
1. My thoughts
2. Other people’s decisions...”
– Purpose for the Pain
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“Some people feel like they don’t deserve love. They walk away quietly into empty...”
– Into the Wild, Jon Krakauer (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
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Can I be honest, I'm really confused who I am...
I know I’m trying not to blog so much about my thoughts but this has been plaguing me for quite some time. I guess it was since the beginning of senior year. I tried to start fresh, new hair & wardrobe. I tried to act all mature and get straight to business with my school work by dressing the part but as the colder it got I couldn’t be dressed up in those cute outfits anymore....
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“forgit the why me shit and git on to what’s next.”
– Precious
Simplicity .: I just feel frustrated by tumblr and... →
fucklimits:
I just feel frustrated by tumblr and how people act . I mean , its not my buisness at all based towards what you write but ii dont care because this is how i feel .And oh , do i feel so annoyed .
Insecurities .
People would always stress the fact about how other people should be more loving…
real shit.
I'm a bad person , don't let my appearance fool...
cvisionmusic:
I’ve made many mistakes and I just made another after another . You’d have to see what’s happening to understand .
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I would do it
if i didn’t care about myself anymore
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only my best friend could shake me awake from the...
i’ve known long ago it was wrong but she’s the one who can tell it straight. cut right through the barrier but i have to be the one to jump out & escape.
no where to run. time to face reality ashley
face the facts
gotta man up to get better.
be patient & wait
come on ashley just be cool
relax & just wait its only a few
more days
just wait to be called on
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“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known...”
– (via lovenus)
cool - gwen stefani
It’s hard to remember...
pretty decent day.
got all dolled up for filipino mass this morning. well mass was at liek 1pm, it was awkward. i dislike going it reminds me of Dan. we went to filipino mass today cuz it was a special dedication to my grandpa’s 3rd death anniversary. yup so we ate afterwards in the basement of the church, it sounds creepy, but it’s pretty nice, it’s a little function room.
then after my bro...