keep your head up girl and keep moving forward .
it’s funny how positive i am towards everyone around me . i try my best to cheer everyone up and help keep their head held high and make them laugh and shit . but lately it’s been inverse, the more i try to make people feel better the more i start to tear myself down inside . the more i feel like a stupid fuck up cuz i can’t get physics right and i can never get higher than an 80...
mindfucksundae: Smart people are people who learn from their mistakes, but smarter people learn from other people’s mistakes &avoid them.
ive been feeling shitty lately
ugh. i dnno y , perhaps lack of sleep , stressed , & skool shit . this is also reasons for my pimples , im considering to see a dermatologist soon. im getting tired of acting happy all the time in school , im actually pretty good wen im talkin wit “them”. but yeah its pretty infrequent now i need to get off of this hole im starting to dig myself into. fuck fuck fuck stop it...
I love you so much I can't express it physically,...
FACT: I am not a " girly-girl " nor am I "...
music: YG - relax
zestaaay: markmejia: You are such a fcking paradox. You pass by so slowly, yet so quickly at the same time. You go by slowly when I don’t want you to. You go by quickly when I don’t want you to. I hate you for that. I’mma throw a ‘fck you’ to Distance while i’m at it.
i'm in over my head .
i hate strongly dislike you physics & mr. nambu’s class . i would really just like to roll over and forget about all those equations . honestly he went to fast for my liking and fucked with my head . i couldn’t deal with the rest of class and it ruined the rest of my day . i don’t want to stay after to ask him for help because he just won’t be helping me all too much...
went to borders today
i swear every time i go into a book store my geeky side just goes on a book orgasm . i run around like crazy saying OMG THIS BOOK I WANT IT . at least 10 times within the hour . i had a list of books to buy and i swear my mind just wanted to have an orgy with all the books i wanted . yes , orgy . books that open my mind and inspire and make a difference in my life . goodness . but i did...
I think the most beautiful people are the ones who...
365thoughts: (via jvbedania)
music: Olivia Lufkin - Winter Sleep
whenever i put my contacts in
i forget the fact my eyes are actually brown . it trips people out to see blue , well i trip out to see brown xD
dear colleges & universities,
please stop sending me letters & emails tryna recruit me. half of you i’ve never heard or bothered to consider. sorry but it’s annoying to get 10 emails a day and just delete them all off the second i see them. thanks sincerely, ashley ps your wasting paper
music:Joshua Randall - Dear Baby
17081.) i love you and i don't care how long it...
WEDNESDAY, NOVEMBER 25, 2009 [wow it's exactly a...
im gonna make u so proud. i hate u. i hate that girl in the mirror the one without the shine in her eyes. where did the one who held it together the one who smiled until it hurt? please come back. it’s time to show them show them i can do this.
monday, december 28, 2009 [blogspot]
what do i believe is there such thing as fate or r we the ones to make decisions that carve our path in this life time ? i dnt kno i have no reason to believe strongly in or or another. i have many instances to believe in both. but neither enough to pull me into a final decision deep thoughts deep indeed is it fate that i met kay & befriended her & we’ve been marez til...
There's these people right?
averyantonio: The ones that go up to you not asking “What’s wrong?” or anything, they know exactly what you’re feeling and all they do is hug you, make you feel better without words just comforting you . When you don’t even have to explain yourself, they know it’s none of their business but they still wanna help . Those people<3
if you really love her you would say honest and sincere words . you would be using every word but “i love you” . you would be describing her beauty not how gorgeous she is .
music - gone - bei maejor . confession #1 .
A Nickel For Your Thoughts: 15 Secrets/... →
fivecentthoughts: I’m going to post a confession everyday. My life isn’t as dramatic and complicated as others out there but there are secrets that I’ve kept from even my best friends. There are definitely people out there that have it tough and you all are strong for putting up with it. Don’t ask me about what’s… i think i might wanna try & do this .
Don't fall for the charmers.
tuesdayswithlyndon: Guys will tell you that your beauty lies inside of you. Why do you think they want to have sex with you so much?
i found today my friend is pregnant .
at first i was shocked and now that i’ve had time to think about all this i’m think WTF ?! SMFH girl . it’s sad cuz me nd her were maddd tight back in middle school and as high school happened and i stopped cheering she slowly moved into a different crowd . i was shocked when she told me she got shit faced , to getting high , to now smoking cigs or hanging out on the corner...
shane west … in nikita ?! double osm :D oh shiz he’s the bad guy ! wooooo !
the ugly duckling
when i was younger i told myself i would be just like the ugly duckling. people shunned me for my wierdness and called me a loser behind my back. i told myself even if i’m not attractive now i have a brain to use and one day those looks will come and i’ll have brains and looks. then when i leave for college and come back for the reunion i can laugh in those people’s faces for...
Sometimes I wish I had a penis.
happinessfades: So I can do this. hell to the fuckin yeah ,
omgjessicaaa: Make a decision that makes you happy V.S. Make a decision that makes others happy this .
3957) if you really knew me you would know i'm not...
Falling Slowly.: Take me as I am →
upupaway: I’m young and i’m nieve, but i’m not completely Oblivious. I’m vulnerable to believing lies. I’m scared to fall in love, not because i don’t want to be happy but because I dont want someone to break my heart. I tend to get my hopes up alot. Everytime it rains, You’ll find me dancing outside.
O, then i see that madmen have no ears. How should they when that wise men...– Shakespeare - Romeo and Juliet
Sometimes, breaking someone's heart hurts more...
i actually have time to read and in the mood to do...
i think i’ll finally get on finish romeo & juliet after more than a year lol i’m such a geek.
when i actually vent about something here
usually there is no particular person , unless it’s quite explicit it’s talking about one person . most of the time i’m just making generalizations , usually about guys or just people and how they’ve affected me in the past . the way that i don’t trust guys online for the main fact i feel like they’re just wanting one thing from me . online booty call ?!...
780. PRODUCTIVITY NOW IS A LOT BETTER THAN...
gotwisdom: PROSTITUTION IS A LOT LESS REWARDING THAN A DEGREE.