Going home in less than 12 hours
And I’m most excited to be able to see you again. More than anything or anyone. It’s hasn’t even been a week since I’ve seen you last and here I am missing you so much. I probably won’t see you until Saturday or Sunday but none the less, I cannot wait. I just want to be with you <3
wthellmichelle: my life is a constant cycle of waiting until the weekend and then not doing anything when it comes basically the beginning of my spring semester.
amberv71993: Wow, I really really fucked up my GPA this semester. But it’s way too late for me to change anything now. It was my own fault…I lost sight of what was important. Lesson learned.
Still odd to think that it’s been 3 years since you’ve been gone Lolo. It’s always been a little odd around your death anniversary. I went to Junior prom the day you died and now today I celebrate my one month with him. You’re in a better place, I just hope that you keep watching over Lola with her mind going more and more each time I come to visit her. You were never...
Look, once you get what you want that’s when you’ve got something to...– Anna Stern - The O.C.
Anonymous asked: i dont know why people are making such a big deal of it. There's plenty of other women that have that issue. Her being a celebrity should mean it's a good ,heroic and brave example of what can be done. Afterall it's a pair of boobs, they aren't the holy grail. Guys hold them in too high of an esteem. Plus the Media doesn't help. There's no reason for it to get so much...
To Those Nights.
[[MORE]]Justin Chon’s part significantly got to me the most out of all the characters. I’ve had so many imaginary conversations with ex boyfriends I’ve never met because they lived 8000+ miles away but the ones that stuck out the most were the post break up ones. I was bitter, spat out hurtful words to the air, saying how angry and hurt he made me but after all of that it...
It still makes me feel a little uncomfortable to...
but I’m glad that so far I’ve gotten positive responses from my family. Majority of my friends have known about us and knew it was bound to happen so it wasn’t so hard to say it. I love you.
Being in college I stopped reading books out of leisure and it’s sad. I take a year to get through a basic book because I haven’t had the time to sit and read. Actually, honestly I’ve become so lazy to read or think I’ve been watching animes, tv shows, mangas, memoirs, media that requires minimal thinking. After watching The Great Gatsby I tried remembering high school...
fukkkres: homework ehmo wrko mgo trwk go twerk
The problem with tumblr:
It’s the perfect place to vent until someone who you don’t want reading it finds it.
Wow I royally fucked myself over
Wow, never have I ever gotten grades this low…I’ve only gotten 3 back and it already looks depressing. Let’s see if I still stay above a 3.0 this semester…
There really was a Teen Mom porn. I’m disgusted quite honestly. Maybe if it was just a leaked sex tape but this was a full on porn, published and sold by Vivid. You’re already rich and you’re known for being on Teen Mom why would you need to go and make a porn when you have a 4 year old daughter? Just why…
Seeing pictures of you on Facebook.
You were wearing the shirt your mom bought for us to match. It still sits in my closet. Still and probably will always feel a pain in my chest every time I see your pictures and statuses.
I knew there seemed something familiar
Your personality reminds me a lot like K.’s. And I haven’t seen a personality like that since her. I started thinking about it when you stuck up for our friend even in a room full of people didn’t like her or never spoke up, or even when your friends from home talked shit about our other friends too, you stuck up for them again. How from first meeting you people may think...
survivingcollegesenioritis: gentle-insomnia: It annoys me how if you’re not good at Art or Music it’s okay because you’re just “not talented” in that area but if you’re not good at Science, Maths or English you’re “dumb”. A great demonstration of how little the traditional educational system and our culture of industrialization values the arts or the more “abstract.”
tubbygeek: Sometimes I randomly tear up whenever I am alone and thinking, like wow, what have I been doing with my life? my friends, my family, everything I’ve been through. So if you see me randomly tearing up, it’s totally normal, I am just reminiscing.
Rosana - Wax What’s my motherfuckin’...
"I think he's trying to get with her" Lolololol
Ahahahahahhahahaha yes you’re his friends from home but NO he’s not trying to get in my roommate’s pants. You don’t know the group dynamic and what has happened between us all. Lool clearly he hasn’t filled you in on a lot of things boys. I’m dying. On another hand I think I handled things well. Apparently you were hammed but whatever touches you made I ignored and pretended weren’t there or...
You're so fucking opinionated
I would never like you.
Forgot you washed this shirt for me
Still smells like you too
Mental state deteriorating
[[MORE]]These thoughts keep getting worse. Going deeper into the pain. Back to last semester’s finals. December. Pain pain pain. tears. downward spiral. breaking each other. make everything worth it. please…
These thoughts are not what I need right now [[MORE]]Even with a title my mentality hasn’t changed. Always second guessing, always thinking worst case scenarios.
Reliving bad memories.
That’s the shit I don’t like.
If I call more than 5 times and you don't answer.
Expect me to be mad.
For the mental hell I put myself through in this...
I truly do hope you make everything all worth it. The wounds healed long ago and while I don’t think back on the scars constantly, they’ll always remain. But so far, you’ve done great :)