February 2012
If you're busy then damn, just say so.
I don’t like to sit here and wait…and wait…and wait.  I have better things to put my mind into.
Feb 28th
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I get really frustrated/annoyed when people just...
particularly when they know I’m waiting.
Feb 28th
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Until I'm ready to voice my opinions and feelings...
helloashleyy: I’m not ready to get myself in a relationship. I thought I was different than the girl who got dumped more than a year ago but I don’t think I’ve really changed so much after all. I’m still weak and passive. Strength and Independence is still an ideal state.
Feb 28th
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Feb 28th
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Dear Future Boyfriend,
helloashleyy: Take me to a museum.  The Museum of Science or Museum of Fine Arts or even the Children’s Museum.  I’m a huge geek and art spectator.   Let’s learn something new together. :]
Feb 27th
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Maybe I don't act like I care or I'm bothered
But I care. I’m not someone who will blatantly say what’s bothering me. And if I do hint that I am, it’s very subtle and usually overlooked. I shouldn’t be disappointed when people don’t see it because I know people can’t read my mind.
Feb 27th
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I hate the nights where I just sit here and over...
This is why I like company at night but I can’t rely on others.  I thought about drawing again but I don’t even think I have it in me anymore.
Feb 27th
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weeeenhi: I find others who are in despair, who are hurt, and who are broken attractive. In an odd sense, that I can renew them, that I can fix it. I can turn their hurt into some inspirational shit you find in a book because I’ve been there and done it all. But I realize I go after things that aren’t capable for my grasp and maybe that where I find myself hurt. And then there are the words...
Feb 27th
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I refuse
to be that girl Do what you gotta do.
Feb 27th
Random fact: I stand at 5'5".
False. Definitely 5’4”
Feb 27th
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Feb 26th
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Feb 26th
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Reblog if you want a promo
an-dukes: must follow me - http://an-dukes.tumblr.com/ likes dont count 
Feb 26th
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A weekend of fun. A week of soreness and recovery.
helloashleyy: All worth it.
Feb 26th
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Some girls look sexier showing less skin than...
And girls wonder why thirsty guys always tryna holler. I really don’t get why girls feel the need to show so much, I don’t want to see your cleavage or your ass hanging out.  If you got the goods learn to present them with class.
Feb 26th
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Feb 25th
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Listenphil2thejay: Karina Pasian
Feb 24th
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You're not him.
So I can’t let this feeling get to me.  Not ready for a relationship til I get myself sorted out.He left because he started falling for her.  Now I can understand that, but the fact that he had no balls to tell me so.  Yeah, it would have hurt, but it would have put to me rest a lot sooner.  Thanks, Arneo. Forever scared by men and relationships.  Something changes and then someone catches...
Feb 24th
Feb 24th
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I've gotten so impatient and moody lately
It’s not even close to my period yet either.
Feb 23rd
you can't be happy in a relationship until you're...
Feb 23rd
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I want to fuck you till you can't walk.
phil2thejay: And then do it again. I will allow this, yes.
Feb 23rd
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everybodylovesaimee replied to your post: Do you want chat about sex with me ? go away anon. she’s mine. ;] <3 
Feb 23rd
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Anonymous asked: Do you want chat about sex with me ?
Feb 23rd
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If I had a boyfriend, I wouldn't get pissed at my...
I really see no harm in that.  Might even get some good ideas ;]
Feb 22nd
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Feb 22nd
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Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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Quality over Quantity: Relationships.
helloashleyy: So what if someone’s started dating younger than you and has had more relationships than you?  That doesn’t make their relationships any more meaningful.  As well as if someone dated a few people in their life doesn’t mean they gained any less experience.
Feb 21st
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Damn, I miss my party girls.
I miss partying with you! </3
Feb 21st
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Creeped through your pictures today.
*sigh* I miss our friendship so much but it’s so awkward to talk to you now.  Oh well, life goes on.
Feb 21st
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I have sex on my mind way too much.
Way too much.
Feb 21st
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Defense Mechanism: Rationalization
Concealing true motivation for thoughts, actions or feelings by offering reassuring or self-serving but incorrect explanations. This is how I cope.
Feb 21st
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Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
Feb 20th
58 notes
I dislike
wifeyviolet: Knowing you text and hit up lots of girls. Just makes me feel like another one of them. Not special at all.  Some days this feeling gets the best of me.
Feb 20th
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I lose drive so easily.
I forget why I want to work so hard to get good grades.  I lose all ambition to succeed.  Instead I plunge into a world in my head and stay on the internet all day.  I need to get back on track.  Now.
Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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Feb 19th
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I wish someone from tumblr would just hit me up...
phil2thejay: And we’d hang out have a good day and I’d make a new friend, potentially a good friend.
Feb 19th
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Listena-prilmakesyousmile: robbzillax: Do You...
Feb 19th
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I hate rushing
Especially when I’ve been waiting for a long time before hand and I warned you what little time there is.
Feb 19th
Feb 19th
No one really understands what happens behind...
Feb 19th
100 notes
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Feb 18th
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You turning into just another one of them tumblr...
I hope this is all just a phase.
Feb 18th
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When my parents laugh about bisexual people
It’s not funny. It pisses me off more than anything.
Feb 18th
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Physicality won't lead you to a love mentality.
Feb 17th
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The problem with Asian parents and relationships
They always think of the bad side to the relationship. They’ll always think your boyfriend/girlfriend will bring your grades down, turn you into a bad person, or marry and get you pregnant if you’re a girl. That’s annoying. What they don’t think about is the good side. The possibility that that boyfriend or girlfriend will make you a better person, get your grades up cuz you’re inspired. They...
Feb 17th
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